Grant me a heart that is dead

Please grant me a heart 

That no longer

Beats. 


A heart that doesn’t hope anymore

Or despair

In the end.


Sometimes I’d hope my heart will slowly wither

Yet its resilience

It reminds me of

Something disgusting. 


It feels like something is choking it anyways

A vice grip on my arteries

Only releasing when my face turns purple

Like a grape on a Sunday Morning

And its dew drops

fall off my cheek.


Grant me a heart that died

Under 

Layers and

Layers and

Layers and

Layers and

Layers of

Indifference


I don’t need to care anymore

But this beating heart

It beats for others

It beats for the world

But me. 

But do their hearts beat too?


“The heart is a universal symbol of love. Of courage that surpasses every strength.”

“How does it die?”

The room temperature falls beyond absolute zero

And rises again to its boiling point

And another falls

And rises again. 

A heart that doesn’t dream

I need something like that

A cold piece of mechanical steel

With protruding tusks

Piercing through

Another fleeting dream.


I wish for a heart

One that is long dead.

Grant me one.

Or any one of you is fine.

Just one. 

Please.



--Billy Davis, 23/5/2023

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