Silent Screaming Wish
Can you hear it?
My eyes prey screams on
your ignorant soul
My persistent tendency to lay glances on
this detached lover
My clenched heart chokes words against your disinterested hearing
I hope you can't hear it
Tried shooting victimized waves to
the killer
I'm the throwing board
Dagger-like words thrown at, all by
my beloved killer
Turn your attention,
my killer
Unwind your wrongdoings onto me,
killer
I forgive you
Soulless stare struck me rooted
Muttered words of the future tortured demise
Flower scented promises of love erased
without a trace
Knowing the gullible soul, I,
could be replaced
with abhorred disdain.
You lied.
Your love dissipate quicker than it grew.
I wish I knew.
My feet still intact, I still stand.
Though quivered trauma left
a new tattoo
Now on my knees, I will pray
that you come back to me
with open arms.
Not of unintentional malice
but of love.
Reclaim your empty promises,
once again
My eyes now screech this silent wish
onto your soul:
ComebacktomeLovemeagainIwillplea
I hope you hear it
--Ye Zhen, @cxline0816 on Instagram, 15/7/2024
Theme : Love, Betrayal